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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

got this from pao's blog. yay. its very very easy to believe. unless your name has an 'q' then oh well. sad. mine doesn't ahahahahhaa yay! dont know if it includes your full name. but oh well. the more the merrier!

(letters that you use to spell u're name with)
A - Damn good kisser
B - Good all around person.
C - You're wild & crazy.
D - You have one of the best personalities ever.
E - You have a nice ass.
F - People totally adore you.
G - You never let people tell you what to do.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
I - You get hyper easily.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You live to have fun.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O - You're an awesome person.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Sexy!
S - Easy to fall in love with.
T - You're loyal to those you love.
U - You really like to chill.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z - You're a little too hard to find.

E- you have a nice ass (aha. yea, i've been told)
R- sexy! (aw..you noticed!)
I- you get hyper easily (true true)
C-you're wild and crazy (WHOOHOOO!)
A- damn good kisser (i believe........)

well, my full name is quite long it has like 13 different letters in it which is like half the alphabet ahaha and I OWN THE ALPHABET. well, at least half of it. yay yay yay yay yay yay.
i'm a butt girl.

11:39 PM

Monday, October 30, 2006

HALLOWEEN!! ahaha fun fun fun fun fun

WHEEE! ahaha..i want candy! ta ta ta TA da! i've got ca-andy! ta ta ta TA da!

ahaha.....sweets! sweets! sweets! trick or treating! YAY! lentor street! yay!

WHEEEEEEEEEE!

100s and 100s of candy on my sister's bed! whee! fats! whee!

1:04 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

i really want to go out. with my ex classmates and current classmates.

but...

going out means i have to beg steal borrow and scavenge for $$$. and now, i'm broke. and when i do have money, i'm tempted to splurge and then regret later...like 2 seconds after i bought the thing

and...

going out means i have nothing to do that day and i'm FREE!! which i'm not. the number of free days in singapore during my holidays, adds up to abt 17...and its getting less, and less and less. and its either because i'm away, or i'm singing, or i'm soul searching...in long retreats.

not only that.....

going out means PEOPLE! and the PEOPLE whom i cant wait to see and miss the most leave me out..): then they post sickeningly long, cheery posts abt how much fun they had and they make it clear that they completely forgot my existence.

ah heck...what am i whining abt? aha. i do have a rich sister and negotiable parents. yay.
i do have 17 days which is like 2 and a half weeks free!
and i do have many many dear friends who are aproachable, and i'm grateful for them.
yay! the glass is always half full....

8:09 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

i'm restless

i wanna feel my toes breaking

i wanna feel the strain in my tighs

i wanna feel my hair being pulled back to hard it feels like i'm getting a face lift.

damn do i regret quitting....8 years of training wasted

yup, thats why you should always listen to your mum.

9:47 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

i think my results suck...which sucks

i got so nervous i got home and puked yesterday...then i slept for 6 hours which gave me a fever and my granddad freaked out...like father like daughter so did my mum. my dear and poor mum was making herself sick and headachy, and was insisting that i stayed at home, and that i see the doctors, even though i dont take the medicine. coz they always claim i have and will have weird symtoms, when i dont and never do, and charge extra for the extra medicine.
and if my mum isn't friends with the doctor, it means extra cash for 20s worth of consulation. and my mum constantly forgets that there's enough panadol and old fever medicines in the kitchen to start a pharmacy.

then i had to tell her dozens of times i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine, and a bit of whining why i shouldn't see the doctors before she gave in and gave me a panadol before sending me off to bed.
and like always the fever broke after a few hours.
i'm not complaining. its just that its sad to see your mum worry over nothing much. well, i'd do the same for my kid i guess

ya and now i cant eat. which also sucks. everything tastes bitter to me. and i constantly feel bloated.

so when i got home, i went right to bed. and my granddad still is as dellusional and gan cheong as ever and is announcing to the whole house that i'm very sick and i look horribly pale...when i dont and i know coz my mum sees nothing wrong with my health now.

i'm getting very moody and very edgy nowadays coz i know my results are bad and i'm way to lazy and alot of other fluff that i cant think of now.

and i'm smelly. coz i haven't bathed :) now i shall

11:47 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

i feel so so wasted.

thanks to last night's show.

i was good. plus i got a few more accessories to satisfy my vanity

still feel sad...and very very wasted. and i dont want to talk abt it.

gosh...i need ice cream, and more shopping, and anything that will make me feel better.

wade robson is sexy...gosh now i feel even more wasted

clay aiken's voice is so so so so sexy.

i'm a proud owner of clay aiken's latest cd. (: its nice. its actually very sappy.

but his voice is still so creamy and dreamy. and it takes more than 1 listen to get used to.
i cant liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeee....if living is with youuuuuuuuuuuuu
aha, thats what i'm hearing now. i just love his voice
and only his voice.

sigh...where's wade?????????????????????????????????? sob sob sob sob sob

1:37 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

actually i was thinking about it...

in the survey thing i said i rather not know if some1 liked me...
but thats because the only guy who told me, happens to be um...less desirable. and extremely annoying
other than that....guys dont fall for me.
so it'd be refreshing to know if some1 liked me.

i guess all girls feel that way....unless she's some guy magnet who has like half the guys in singapore on her waiting list.

so ya. the best way to tell me is still to not tell me. get a friend to tell me.
that way i'll still be amused yet sceptical and that guy doesn't have much to worry abt. coz i dont really do much abt it. they'll have to be the 1 to make the 1st move. and i find it kinda freaky if a guy tells me straight

so ya............................dont tell me. get some1 to gossip. every girl loves gossip. almost

3:07 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i love chin! did i tell u i love chin?

uh huh I LOVE TAN CHIN HWEE!!!

she's just so sexy

9:19 PM



tagged by syafinah..
taggy things are actually fun. wheeeeeeeee!

1.single, taken or crushing?- single. and loving it

2.are you happy with your life now?- WOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE! AHAHA YEA! ofcourse!
that's what i would say if i had a pet llama. aha and a clone johnny.

3.when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?-
nope. from what i see the right person is always wrong, and ppl who go in fast usually aren't serious abt it...unless you're old and heading menopause soon.

4.have you ever had your heart broken?- nope...i've been sad about stupid superficial infatuations but i wont go so deep and cheesy to say "my heart was broken into a million pieces...and you made my life meaningless and blah blah blah i'm such a poor thing sniff sniff sob sob" ewwwwww.

5.do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?- NOPE. u should watch john tucker must die...aha.

6.would you take someone back if he cheats on you?- hmmm....no!

7.have you ever talked about marriage with another before?-nope. i dont have a guy in mind and i'm only 13...well i've talked about it but not seriously at least...i had alot of rubbish weddings in primary school. and i already planned my future wedding with my llama ring beares :)

8.do you want children?-yup! even tho they become annoying brats, but they bring more joy than agony, so why not? after all, i was born! i was a kid!

9.how many?-3! hope to get more girls than boys....boys are so hard to name. jonathan is the only nice name that i like. but its like really common. coz its so sexy

10.would you consider adoption?- thats if my husband in inpotent, or if i'm barren.

11.if someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?- i dont think i'd want to know. i'll get to caught up and probably brainwashed by that guy. guys have brainwashing skills.....thats why girls have to be bold bitches to get round them.

12.do you enjoy getting into relationship?-not now. its like young relationships are as real as pamela anderson's boobs and as lasting as chinese new year flowers.

13.be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?-nothing...i have no ex. i've never been in any relationship as far as i'm concern. although in kindergarten that boy kept planting his face on mine....ahaha.

14.do you believe in love first sight?-only happens in movies. well, maybe in some lucky cases it magically happens

15. Are you romantic?- wouldn't know. but my guy would find me romantic even if i scheduled a date at my grandmum's house.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?- people's characters always stick with them. its not the person u can change, its the habits u can change. like u cant stop a bird from shitting all over the place, but u can put diapers on them if your crazy enough.

17. if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?-in the church thats right next to my doorstep(well, not that near but almost), sfx.

18.do you easily give in when you are fighting?-with ppl i'm close to and comfortable with definately not..they cry fighting me. but with ppl i dont really know and dont care abt, yes...sadly. but with ppl i totally loathe, i'm itching for a fight...being a bitch to a bastard is fun....

19.do you have feelings for someone right now?-hmmm...not really cant say no tho. ahhh~he's so dreamy and so sexy

20.have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?- um, i never wanted any1 that bad, and ppl do mess things up for me.

21.have you ever broken a heart?-i did and i dare say i'm proud of it.

22.if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?- ofcourse i'll try to avoid talking abt him around her, but i am a girl and if my friend gets him i'll totally be jealous and moody, yet trying my best to support her...with a plastic smile.

23.are you missing someone now?-hmmmm.....just got over it.

now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.write down their names in the list below.tag them in their blog to let them know.
1. uh....pao, 2. rachel 3. min jun 4. chin 5. uh...guy guy guy...hmm. some male person doing this would be interesting

6:35 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

this should be something to keep me awake...
ahaha...lets see if it has the same effect on YOU
by right it should.

tagged by rachel.. ha
1.full name: de Souza Erica Michelle
2.name backwards: ellehcim acire azuos ed (right.......)
3.were u named after someone: my mum got my name by spending her maternity leave watching too much wheel of fortune.
4.meaning of name: according to the baby names website, it means always ruling.....MUAHAHAHAHA! GLOBAL DOMINATION!
5.nickname: um....in primary school some used to call me eric. but thats an all girls school so ya...other than that its erica...or johnny, or llamamama.
6.stage name: hmm..i'm not famous yet
7.DOB: 210193
8.place of birth: singapore
9.nationality: singaporean
10.current location: singapore
11.starsign: aquarius
12. religon: roman catholic
13.height: short
14.weight:not desirable
15.shoe size: fat
16.hair colour: dark
17.eyecolour: brown
18.who do u look like?: erica
19.inner or outtie: hmm....middle (what ever that means)
20.lefty or rightie: rightie
21.gay/bi/straight/others: STRAIGHT...duh
22.best frens: closer friends? ok, the usual, you know, carm, mj, pao, steph the rest, including chin(YAY! JOHNNY)
23.best frens u trust most: trust, ah...such a fickle thing
24.favourite pals: read 22
25.best frens of opp sex: i guess the guy i talk to the most is jerald...himbo aha
26.best buddies: why do they keep repeating questions? my iq isn't that low
27.girlfriend/boyfriend: none what so ever
28.crush: ahaha...right
29.parents: thats a weird question...
30.enemy: hmmm..i'm currently plotting my vengence on the beings whom created math
31.favourite online guy: uh........
32.favourite online gal: uh..............
33. WHEEE! LOOK ITS 33!
34.craziest frens: pao, chin, ij ol girls. the guys of 1/3
35.advice frens: um....mj?
36.loudest frens: IJ GIRLS!!!!
37.person u cry with: i'm not the whiney sort who goes around proclaiming my misery
38.sister: manda
39.brothers: ---always wanted an older bro tho.
40.pets: animals who find their way to my house are either very suicidal, or very unfortunate.
41.any diseases?: hmmmmmm
42.pager: dash
43.personal phoneline: dash
44.cellphone: this taggy thing is full of weird 'question' thingys
45.lava lamp: ooh ooh! i want one!
46.pool or hot tub: both, its sexier that way
47.car: dont really like cars
48.personality: erica-ish
49.driving: kinda too young
50. dream car: anything that has wheels, drives somoothly, doesn't look gay, and doesn't smell like old people. i like it like...brownish red, like my guitar.
51.room: room on the 1st floor (another strange question thing.)
52.what is missing: i dunno...i smell pee
53.schools:chij olgc, anderson sec
54.bed: see 51
55.relationship with parents: pretty good
56.believe in urself: i believe....
57.believe in luv at 1st sight: maybe....
58.good listener: i guess, i know i dont give advice well tho
59.get along well wif parents?: the person who set this as a memory span equivalent to a goldfish
60.save msn convos?: muahahaha...........but.......no.
61.pray: yup
62.believe in reincarnation: not really
63.make fun of ppl: yea i do, its a good thing
64.likes talking on the phone?: yea i do, can talk for hours. but definately not to seb.
65.want to get married?:uh huh, kinda already planned everything, my dress, my dinner, my reception, my ballroom, my ring, my fahion designer, the name of my future kids, my honeymoon in south america, everything....except the man. oops?
66.want to drive?: uh huh.
67.motion sickness: there are times
68.eat stem of broccoli: uh huh
69.eat chicken with fork?:sometimes i have no choice
70.dream colour: dream colour? right....
71.type in ur fingers in home roll: ...
72.sleep with stuffed toys: lets see, my ant, my pizza, my banana, my snowman, my lovely lenny the llama, my retardog and my hippo. so ya, thats a yes
73.next to u now is a: a mess
74.walls of ur room: cream, with many many pathes of dirt
75.on ur mouse pad: we dont believe in mouse pads
76.dream car: dang, i think fish have better memories
77.dream date: honeymoon, all over europe, all over south america, finishing off with llama land.
78.dream honeymoon spot: look above. a honeymoon is a date.
79.dream husband/wife: we'll see.
80.bedtime: late
81.under ur bed: uh....dust?
82.single most important questions: why
83.bad time of the day: at 3 am....
84.worst fear: loss, of a loved one, the dark, demons, killer spider monkeys, dark stuff like that.
85.the weather: its clearer, but still a little hazy
86.time: 1317
87.date: 9 oct
88.best trick did on someone: more like the best trick i'm going to do.
89.theme song: sexy back.
90.hardest time of growing: p1-p5
91.funniest experience: to much funny to specifically point out one
92.scariest experience: my windows shut themselves
93.silliest thing i have said: i've said to many stupid things
94.most despo & funniest thing i have said: again, too many
95.scariest thing when u are with ur frens: what?
96.worst feeling: guilt and constipation, and the flu
97.best feeling: HAPPINESS...and smugness, and sexyness
98. six ppl to be sabo: whoever wants it, please raise your hand

yay i'm still awake!...still waiting

12:43 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

oh yes, and i love chin hwee

that horny bitch

aha

still waiting

4:29 PM



waiting for my johnny skin...........

sigh...all my papers are screwed.
the moment i flipped the 1st page of my paper i saw nothing but stupid questions...

maybe not for english. except that the setters are evil and enjoy making our brains hurt by naming the passages Ai and Aii
if they haven't noticed, the alphabet has 26 fully functional letters

and yes, nothing but stupidity for chinese. i stupidly gave up halfway cause there was like 10 minutes left and i had like 1 and a half whole pages undone. and i didn't feel like doing it. oh well, so 16 marks GONE, let it be. i was never good at chinese. i never will be, i dont think it really matters to me if i am or not. aha...chinese

since my other subjects namely science, geog, history(especially), math(especially too) are absolutely miserable. i shall aim to make my lit paper perfect....which wont happen until i start memorising the key events of scream and kevin, which is literally the whold story....um..YAY!

oh and today is the 7th! ahaha. and according to my horoscope i'm suppose to know who my special some1 is today...ahaha. and things will start to heat up on the 18th, 20th, 21st, and 25th, now the fear of my house cathing fire sets in. boom! ahaha and its not that i believe in this WHOOOOO! crap....its just that its the most (like min jun says) warped horoscope i've ever read in my short short life.

oh well, if only that special some1 is.....eh hem.. ahaha.
now that's me and sex's mission.
from now on, its bold bitch mode for us.
and bold bitch mode it is.
and me and sex have already gotten our boots ready. yea....ha.

3:37 PM