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Saturday, March 17, 2007
getting serious....
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they dont seem to care. they seem to have forgotten.
wait, they DONT care. but have they really forgotten?
but i care! i care i care i care! and can and will never forget.
but they dont seem to care that i care! they dont seem to care that i remember!
do they?
i'm sure they do remember. just that they dont care.
maybe they do care but just dont show it
maybe it seems that i dont care.
maybe i haven't showed it. but i have!
just that they've neglected my invites.
and i've been inviting myself into things.
maybe its because i've changed too much
or maybe its because i haven't changed.
maybe i should just not care too.
maybe i should just seemingly forget too.
but i want to care and i want to remember.
maybe i have to initiate.
maybe its cause i smell.
and they wont even read this.
but do i want them to read this?
maybe i should stop whining and do something abt it.
what maybe. i SHOULD stop whining.
ok stopped
18 November 2005. why the hell did that day have to come and pass.
9:02 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i'll cut the crap on why i haven't blogged in like nearly forever and go straight to the stuff on my mind.
1st----------- I SWEAR MY ENGLISH IS SINKING TO THE STANDARDS OF AN AUNTIE SELLING CHAR KUAY TEOW IN THE MARKET. that isn't good cause my chinese isn't any better. its nearly comparable to my dad's. AND HE DREW DUCKS IN CHINESE CLASS WHEN HE WAS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL and he like didn't take chinese after a while. I DIDN'T DRAW DUCKS! i drew human beings and transformed the little boys in the text book to transvestites. AND I STILL TAKE CHINESE (which i passed!!!!)
so...if i continue at this rate i will be....like.....stupid (more so than i already am to some). and if i become stupid, i'll be a poseur 'rock star' for abt 4 years then turn myself into a blonde bimbo and wear stockings u would see 'sales women' in the even avenues of geylang wearing and sing a song abt my plans to steal a boyfriend. hey, stupid people like poseurs and bimbos somehow make big money.
2nd----------abt..5 days ago WE KICKED ORCHID PARK'S BUTT. yep.YAY!!! even though i thought ALOT of comments made were utterly unfair, it was a good night. YAY!!!! and theres still a next round on the 25th!! (gosh i just realised thats my momma's birthday) and even though i have like ALOT of room for improvement. I WANT TO SPEAK. and i know that I WANT TO SPEAK. so i shall work on it till i get a butt cramp from sitting at the computer researching stuff. and memorise till i forget my own phone number. anyway on friday it was an interesting debate. it was kinda difficult to know what i wanted to rebutt cause the guy spoke alot and could come up with a rebutt but i couldn't pen all of it down in time. so oh well. whats done its done. i can only move up. YAY WE WON!!! and THANK YOU!!!! to Miss Lee, Miss Sharmilah and Jon Pflug!! YAY
3rd----------YESTERDAY. kiu yan, prerana, melvin, jun ying and i went out then pao and carmina and khairi joined in after a few hours. then nothing really happened yet things did happen and we watched a movie and went home and ya. YAY! if you've been reading my post, u'll know that i DONT blog abt outings and stuff.
so yesterday was pathetic huh? ahaha. u can think that. or not.
3:02 PM
